heyy i realised i have not been updating for longg. ahh uni workload is killing me uh. its like i have lectures everydayyy and practicals every wednesday. where got time! :( and everyday after i get home, i have to start reviewing lectures. eeee. i am so not used to uni life uhh.

the worst came when mummy goes home. like uhh. suddenly i have no parents with me. i feel so alone. the morning when mummy was about to leave, i cried so muchh ;(( i have never left my parents for such a long period before. we video call almost everyday, but i want more. i want parents whom i can hug, parents whom can pat my head everyday when i come home from a long tiring day in uni, parents who nag at me here and there. but now i am left stranded here.

before mummy board the plane, i called her again during my lunch time and couldnt stop crying. like even during lectures i was either crying or stoning. nothing goes into my head except for home. although the life here is much more comfortable than back in malaysia, i would rather be with my parents. home is where the heart belongs, and my heart is with my parents. wherever they are, there will be my home.

and that day,i deliberately wear the same shirt as her, because i know in the near future, i will not be able to wear the same shirt and go out together again.

and thankyou my dear uni mates who were there to comfort me! (: really appreciate it. andrea, joyce, amanda, claire, jeslyn, rouyee jiejie, jonny gege

love you all much much! :D

okay enough with emo stuff.

jerry yan is my new love ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

one more with his superstar dazzling smile ♥♥♥

i just fell in love with jerry yan! ♥♥